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I Wish carries the scars of betrayal and is the first song Merilyn has written almost entirely on piano, something she began learning properly during lockdown.
Comparable to an Adele style ballad and just as cutting, deep and soul baring.

lyrics

I WISH
©M. Steele

I wish I didn’t love you like I do
It would make my life easier
To get through
And I wish I had answers
To all the questions that keep filling my head
But there’s only more questions instead

I wish I didn’t want you the way I do
When you don’t feel a thing for me
And never will
And I don’t remember
Ever feeling that bad in my heart and head
And I never want to feel that bad again

Chorus:
Why can’t I break free?
I just can’t breathe
Why can’t you tell me the truth?
The reason you won’t be with me

I’m glad I don’t need you
Like you think I do
‘Cause you just don’t deserve me
Do you?
Do you think I’ve forgotten
All the things you did and said?
And no, I don’t want to be your friend

Chorus:
Why can’t I break free?
I just can’t breathe
Why can’t you tell me the truth?
The reason you won’t be with me

Time makes me stronger
To resist you
To replace this purgatory you put me through
And I wish I had answers
To all the questions that keep filling my head
But there’s only more questions instead.

Chorus:
Why can’t I break free?
I just can’t breathe
Why can’t you tell me the truth?
The reason you won’t be with me

I wish I didn’t love you…

credits

from Making Memories, released April 5, 2024
All music and lyrics by Merilyn Steele
Produced, mixed and mastered by Michael Carpenter @the House Studio Sydney
Merilyn Steele - Lead vocals, acoustic & electric rhythm guitars, harmony vocals
Michael Carpenter - Drums, bass, keyboards/piano, Electric lead & other guitar parts, harmony vocals
Photography by Mahdi@Snappr
Artwork by Michael Carpenter

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Merilyn Steele Sydney, Australia

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